hello reader(s)! it's 1:32 am as i start writing this post and i just want to rant about my life. so let's start. right now, i'm trying to make my course timetable for this upcoming schoolyear. woot, i'm in third year. time really flies by fast; i still remember being scared of college life and just being intimidated to the whole new phase that i'll enter and try to surpass just like elementary and high school.

ANYWHO, i'm having a hard time getting down my courses because i can't even enroll til thursday and everyone else seems to be starting before me. most of the third year psychology courses are only 50-seat classes so how am i supposed to make it in? it's so frustrating because the easy ones would obviously be filled in the quickest while the hardest classes with impossible profs will be left for late-enrollees like moi.

this is so sad, right? i'm trying to pull back up my GPA so i can get into the graduate program that i want. so how am i supposed to do that, UGH! but i'll still keep on hoping, praying hard to get in classes.

i'm really excited to be in the program that i talked about the last entry. it's just what i need; it's just what i want! weee~ but since it's a specialist program, it means more psychology courses, which gives me a lot of readings. i really don't mind though. i just get really nervous during exam periods because i usually don't follow the readings that i have to do. sometimes, profs want/ emphasize on different things: lectures (powerpoints), books or what he says in lectures.

i really can't wait to graduate with my sister. we plan to go back to our very own country, the philippines, that summer so it'll be very, very exciting.

i still have work tomorrow at 10. so i have to cut this short.

i pray for all of us students to have nice, considerate and approachable teachers this school year.

*lol, just an fyi, we already have back-to-school stuff in our store. can you believe that? it's ridiculous! elem & high school-ers just ended a week ago and now we want them to get a head start with school, this soon? ridiculous.

ps. i'm loving work; i love that we don't have to work closely with each other lol. i like being independent and not having to maintain a conversation with a co-worker. one of my co-workers actually introduced himself to me and told me that i really look snobbish all the time. i didn't know how to react. i think i'm friendly, but i'm just waiting for someone to approach me cuz i'm really not someone who's a conversation-starter. sometimes i feel awkward when the talk's done after 2 seconds. i approach some people that look nice and sweet. i just wanna make sure that they don't snob me ya know.

i'm so paranoid, right? LOL!

g'niiiiiight!