wasssup, i'm back!!! sighh* it's been a loong while. school's been kicking my butt, everything's just coming in all at the same time. most of the time thinking about every single thing that i have to do overwhelms me, scares me and stops me from actually starting it. but so far i've brainstormed for 2 of my essays due on the same day, april 27th. so far so good. im back on track with the readings and what not.
on a lighter note, SPRING IS FINALLY HERE! TULIPS SEASON!! i love it!! <333>=] we finally bought tulips and we're so excited to do the garden! ahh~ i love it!
anyways, so lately i've been reading a lot.. like a lot 3 books in a day =( good thing im still sane, still hanging on.
IM SOOO excited to transfer next year!! hopefully i get accepted to both. if i maintain where i'm at right now then it's possible to get in. IM SO EXCITED! i prefer st. george than mississauga actually. St. George specializes in Life Sciences so it'd be better to go thurr! Im just scared that the profs would be intimidating. Teachers at York U are extremely nice! i dont know if I'm saying that because theyre easy LOL. are easy and nice synonyms now? lol ok to me they are. shhh. so yeah, but you know I gotta try it. If the opportunity is there then why not grab it right? One of the reasons I wanna transfer is that some people especially during the strike look down at York as if it's less academic than the other universities nearby. I know it's pathetic right, why would it be considered a university if they didnt have university standards? ugh people annoy me. eh eh fkc you >=[
anyways, what else. have i mentioned i have 3 essays going on. 2 are due on the same day, 8-10 pages each. thank goodness i like all the topics that im doing. sometimes i dont know how ive become like this. ive become so immune to being stressed that it feels normal to me already. maybe because i always stress on a lot of things O_O i dont want grey hair at 21.
ohhhhhhh have i mentioned that ive recently found out amigurumi dolls =D omg theyre so adorable! i plan on starting this summer or whenever i finish school.
speaking of finishing school, im not sure if im taking calculus this summer. because UTM doesnt have that as a pre-req for their psych program just UofT St. George. so should i riskk or not.. I probably will just because i dont like having free time. i like keeping my brain stimulated you know. but i need to work. hopefully i get the same amount of OSAP i got this year. It really helps.

yay survey time~
1. Where's your bestfriend?
- sleeping~

2. Who is she with?
- one is with my dad and one is alone maybe with his sister

3. What time is it?
- 4:07am

4. Who is the last person you kissed?
- my dad

5. Where's your school?
- Toronto babyy

6. Were you ever a stalker?
- yeahhh, waste of time i tell you

7. Who were you stalking?
- people that get my attention

8. Taken?
- there are a lot of people i stalk. well what's stalking anyway, 24/7 surveillance? lol i dont do that

9. By who?
- whaaa?

10. Are you bored?
- should be sleeping by now. i dont have a reason doing this, so yea i guess i am bored >_<

11. What sport do you play?
-volleyball and badminton

12. Anyone you're mad at?
- noppe, it's easter im not allowed to hate =P

13. Are you drunk?
- never been in my life have i got drunk, i wont do it during holy week duhhh

14. When's your summer class starting?
-still deciding on that, but it starts early june

15. Do you play softball?
- nahh

16. Are you depressed?
-nopeee, im happyy! im in school, i have my family and i have my man

17. Are you friends with your ex?
-i dont have one, but if i did, i wouldnt be friends with him.. it'd be weird.

18. Who's your favorite actress?
- i really like angelina jolie, soo talented :D

19. What's your favorite movie?
-idkk =/

20. How old is your boyfriend/girlfriend?
- 19

21. How old are you?
- 19

22. Where's your mother?
- sleeping

23. Your brother?
- sleeping

24. Do you have a sister-in-law?
- oh gawd no. i'll bitch at her 24/7

25. How are you?
- pre-occupied with school!

26. Jockers are so X(, right?
- if thats an ugly face then yes theyre ugly

27. Do you like Harry Potter?
- nah too childish. but i did like it

28. Do you dislike anyone right now?
- nahh

29. Do you like anyone right now?
- yess ahhh doooo

30. Do you LOVE anyone right now?
- living is loving, i do!

31. Does his name start with M?
- yessss merrrrrrr

32. Do you enjoy watching Gossip Girl?
- never had a chance to watch it >_>

33. Who did you last talk to?
-talking to merrr right now

34. What did you say?
- "but i still have a lot left"

35. Did you go shopping today?
- nopeee, just went on thursday

36. Are you heart broken?
- nahh, oh gooshh no time for that, we only have one life!

37. Ever two timed?
- nopee

38. Bad gurl?
- yes =(

39. Do you still like Chris Brown?
- love him! forevah eva eva and eva eva eva (8)

40. Jenny Humphrey is beautiful. True or False?
i dont knoww herr

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