i got tagged twice to do the 25 random facts about thyself so here you go:

1. I am always in the library. OK thats not very random considering pretty much everyone who reads my blog knows that i always do. But why you ask? Because i dread having to take the bus early in the day. I like going home with my homework done and ready to sleep.

2. I always eat, especially when Im stressed. I am a very stress-prone or stress-loving person yet I have not gotten obese yet. I really like barbeque. I like smoked food like fish. I love it! But i dont smoke. whaaa?

3. I have a cat named Tuna. But just in my head. I want a cat but instead opted to a goldfish because my dad won't allow me. My pet's name is Twiggy. I dont know if she's pregnant or just have a big tummy. I dont even know if the thing is a she.

4. I like watching Youtube makeup videos. No, I dont reproduce their looks simply because I dont have a good canvas and I am too busy being in the library. Although they come handy during halloween =D

5. I invented this =/\= and yes, thats a face. duh

6. I am very sarcastic but of course i hate it when people are sarcastic towards me. Usually it's my brother who does it.

7. I always feel like I am my brother's mom. I see it as a Nazi-Jew relationship, however, we sometimes switch parts. But of course my poor little baby is most of the time a Jew.

8. I have dreamed of becoming a lot of things in my life. Earliest is to be a salon employee, I really liked doing pedi and manicures. My aunt had a salon thats why. She hired me. but without pay. I have also dreamed of becoming a flight stewardess. Then something in the media. I always liked ads and movies you know. I liked the art of being able to harness emotions. Then I wanted to be a nurse in Grade 11. Then an elementary teacher. Then a Pharmacist. Then a Psychologist. I dont know what to do really. People around me are really good at confusing me, thanks guys!

9. I can never handle losing/ failing. It's just not me. I hate it. Of course everyone does not like being a loser. But ok, maybe what Im trying to say is that I like competition. I was raised this way. I am grateful to be who I am because it pretty much guarantees that I wont be a bum bum retard in the future.

10. I wanna have a title along with my name. Yes, like a doctor or an Attorney. I just love having to think about being constantly reminded of your greatest dream being fulfilled you know. I love it! I have the utmost respect for people who obviously have a title. They are guaranteed smart :)

11. A lot of people might not know but I am obsessed of naming my future children. My first girl is Luna. I like the name Adrian too. Maybe Eve somethin for my paternal grandma. And Andrea for my maternal grandma.

12. I wanna see what it's like to be Angelina Jolie. I really like her. Not only by the looks but her overall. But I really dont approve of adopting that many. If she's able to be pregnant why not have sex and create babies rather than stealing away others' children.

13. I fear of being a teen mom. Or just being a mom without having reached my career goal. I am afraid of not becoming myself fully, discovering myself in different situations, experiencing life and gaining memories that would develop my personality. And also, I really believe that in order to be able to love someone even though it is your own child, it's important that you are content and fully prepared to take bigger responsible.

14. I have a habit of buying a lot of bags but not intentionally. But I really think that good shoes and good bags are a must. Housing your feet in a nice pair of shoes would lead you to nice places. As for bags, well you can't work an outfit with a trashy bag. It ruins it. Right now I want an over-the-knee pair of boots. It's love~

15. I always see something beautiful in a person in all races. It's important because it enables you to love and care for people. If you think theyre ugly inside or out or both, how do you care for that person!!!

16. My mom is my bestfriend. I can't go on a day without having a chat with her. If I do arrive late at night I make sure I leave her an email. We're so similar that's why we get along very well. Like her, I dont like getting obligated to talk to people I dont like. Also, most of the time my friends are the ones who initiate a conversation. Not becaause I'm a snob. I dont know, really. I kinda get tired talking to someone after 5 minutes when all the excitement has faded away. And I am extremely impatient waiting for replies!! I dont like getting snobbed! >=[

17. I change my mind a lot. Like for my essays, I always decide to do a specific topic then I obviously get the resources I need. But after reading most of the books I borrowed, I decide instantly that I dont have a lot to say in that topic. So most of the time, my essays are done in a rush hence, my stressfulness.

I'll continue this later. I ran out of ideas and I am sleepy and I am still here in the library with my sociology essay opened in tabs. and the end. 8 more random facts guys!! ~

edit** After a month or so, I'm finally finishing it =)

18. I love singing old songs. Back when I was around 6 years old, I'd cry listening to old songs because I thought my parents were having marital problems. It's something like this; my mom ironing a mountain of school uniforms (ours), the radio set to that radio station where people sent their love stories and the DJ would read it and I'm just there sitting across my mom asking questions about life and love. My dad would always go home late and it's just always us two having heart to heart talks. I actually have evidence, I have a light scar on my left cheek because i was running twards my mom and she swung the iron to my face accidentally.

19. In connection to the previous fact, ironically ,I always wanted my parents to split up. I always wanted to have my mom solo because I thought she'd be way happier just with me because we're best friends. Whenever my parents had problems, my mom would always take me with her, go to the bus terminal and take the 12 hr. ride to her province, Bangui, Ilocos Norte. Before, she'd just go alone because taking one of her daughters would cost more money, but whenever she comes back, I wouldnt talk to her, look at her etc. I always want to be with my mom.

20. I am very cheap, thrifty whatever you wanna call it. I always buy clothes, makeup and everything on sale. They must be on sale or else I wont buy it no matter how important it is. Mind you, I LOVE shopping but cheap shopping! Is there such thing =p I'm always tight on money whenever I have some because I never had allowance from my parents even back then. I just have some money now because of my past job, school loan or scholarship. I refrain from asking money from my parents.

21. I don't go to church much. Of course, I can. I just don't because hmm im not sure why. I should start going alone though. Before, for two years, I went to attend masses alone. I feel more peaceful and devoted whenever I go alone. But back in the philly, the church was only a 5 min. walk and my school was very active in organizing religious gatherings. In fact, the Philippines is known for having the most number of Catholics in Asia :) I sang also for the choir then.

22. I never understand the concept behind the revolving doors. I mean, it's nice and all, but why? I usually get scared getting squished. It's so scary i swear!

23. Although I appear very sociable, I don't have much friends. As much as I'd want to, I haven't met someone, other than my mom and my sister, who would stay and just jive with my interests. Someone who's just a friend, you know. I guess, I'm that nerdy to not be able to find someone yet =p I really want a girl friend whom I can just talk to with anything and everything under the sun. Of course, she should also be studious so she'd understand why I can't hang out 99.9% of my time off school. Maybe that's why I haven't found a girl friend yet =p damn, which should i choose friends or books? =p i fear that i wont be articulate anymore because of the paucity of social interaction :(

24. I love uniforms! If you review my previous fact, I wanted to be a flight stewardess and then a nurse. I wanted to be those because they look so sophisticated and proper, you know? They look so professional and neat. Whenever i go to the bank, I also wonder what if i took business and finance or something like that which would land me a bank job. It'd have been nice if only Im good at math!

25. K, this should be something not a lot of people know. I still have a crush on my cousin! dangg, he's hot that's why :) omg =T