i'm so hungry right now like i wanna eat tree bark already. i made some champorado (chocolate rice pudding), but apparently it smells weird. it smells like "plastic". UGH, i don't care if it smells like shit, i just wanna eat it. i haven't eaten all day. i just had coffee during my class. it's almost 8pm and i still haven't eaten. i'm so effin pissed. this is what i get after stressing out over my midterm today and getting 3 hours of sleep. fml

i'm so grumpy right now. i just wanna walk out of the house. there's no food to friggen eat. i wanna have some sushi so bad. i haven't had it for months and i'm dying already. like i can't think straight; i'm seeing butterflies already.

can i just point out that some people can be so rude it's unbelievable. i can't tolerate people who don't have the courtesy to say please and thanks. who do you think you are? i don't care if you're black/ brown. you're made out of flesh just like me asshole. the brown guy stole my seat in the bus when clearly i was just giving way for the person who sat on it to get off the bus. this black girl on the brampton transit just asked for my phone. can i use your cellphone? i said why? i need to call somebody. so i let her use my phone. then she returned it to me like i was no one. didn't even say thanks. what's up with all these motherfuckers. and why did i get scared of her. holy shit, i got so mad i wanted to confront her and tell her to learn some manners, but then i was too scared she might pull out my hair or something. i hope you who have been rude to me today, trip and hit your head to learn your lesson, assholes.

today is not my day at all. good thing R keeps me sane. btw, we talk on fb now. i couldn't concentrate reviewing because i was just so excited. LOL, hello, i'm not a teen anymore. shouldn't act like this. ew

anyway, i didn't want this post to be full of hatred and anger, but it turned out like so. watevs. too exhausted to change things and plus, this is what i really feel so there you go.

cross your fingers for me and R!! we're working together tomorrow :)