*BIG SIGH* ok so i mentioned that i wanna be a nurse in my previous blog.. i still want to become one but it seems like im too late to apply for fall 2009.. right now, im still waiting for Ryerson to reply.. i really wish they'd consider me!!! *BIG SIGH* i dont know why i didnt think of nursing before.. why opted out for something easier like becoming a teacher etc.. now, i dont know what i'll do for september.. the next time they'll take application forms are for january.. *BIG SIGH* i'm disappointed at myself because i applied for UofT but I didnt think of what i'll become.. i just wanted to get out of my school and transfer to UofT, you know the top ranked school, the prestigious school etc. but if i ever pursued psychology, what would i be after? how would i pay for my loans? i wont be able to feed myself, pay off my debt just by having a UofT diploma right?

everyone in my family is already annoyed, confused and just sees me as someone who will never make up my mind about my future.. but in all honesty, who would want to be confused? who would want to be someone who's always pondering about her future self..

i dont know why i can't settle for one career. i dont know if in january, i'd still be dreaming of becoming a nurse.. i dont know if i'll regret not accepting UofT's offer..

*BIG SIGH* Michael Jackson is dead..