~ wow, i cant believe my last entry was more than a month ago.. a lot of things happen, i didnt have time to update this.. and i wont know where to start :P university's very different from high school indeeed! it's so independent and it's like you are really heading to where u wanna be in the future... everyone's serious.. everyone's motivated, determined to succeed.. it's very inspiring.. too inspiring i should say that sometimes, i end up not having time for my family or for my friends :( whenever i go online, im in school.. it's just like a side-track.. relaxation isnt a priority anymore, unlike in the summer.. but i realized that if i dont do this now, then i would be behind.. i would get to the position where i wanna be not very late, but later than i anticipate.
most of the time, i have to schedule what time i should eat my lunch, sleep etc. it's really saad :(
but a lot of people say that any hardwork will payoff.. soo, im trying to be patient and studious. not like i have any other choice :P

anyway, i'll update this next timmeee, when i have timee
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