well just yesterday i've found two things to keep me busy; drawing & guitar :) im not really a pro on both things but i try.. the only thing that pisses me off is my stupid eraser.. it's cheap! hmp. but overall it's very fulfilling when you finish drawing something.. currently im hating sailor moon and her other girlfriends just because i cant perfect their eyes!! it's so complicated and so detailed!! argh it's pissing me off!! anyway, ive also managed to pick up the guitar and practice some chords that i know.. imagine, i had to cut my nails for it, so i hopefully it will pay off ._. i dont really aspire to become pro at guitar, i just wanna learn it because my family knows how to play it lol. talk about pressue :P i'd really wanna play the piano or the harmonica.. i think people who play it are smart haha! i dont know why.. anywhoo, just yesterday i gave my dad the letter containing my reasons why i wanna work, i dont know if it made him change his mind or what.. im scared of his answer, but i'd wanna know what it is now rather than keeping my hopes up.. if they dont let me then i'll just keep myself busy with things for a month.. sigh~ life is so unfair.. i wanna go shopping so bad, i wanna go out, i wanna have fun!! im craving for ice cream at the moment.. i dont know if im craving or i just want it out of boredom.. i dont have anything else to do.. im bored and broke at the same time.. what can be worse than being in both situations.. argh. indeed money is everything and if i were to choose between money and love, i'd definitely choose money! lmao, u cant eat love :P thats for corny people.. k im just gonna start drawing here to kill time :P im so grateful for my sketch book from grade nine <3

til next time~