wasup lurkers im bck again :] hm i was gonna type that nothing really happened today but something interesting actually happened.. after 3 or 4 weeks of not speaking with my mom, we managed to talk for a little bit here and there in the kitchen.. which is not at all bad for me.. it gives me hope that she still wants me as a daughter. lol. im not exaggerating, im just stating what ive been feeling since my prom, graduation.. it's weird when we dont talk.. it's so quiet at home.. no one really talks as loud as me at home.. thats why my brother always asks my why im yelling when im talking normally :[ i dont know but whatevs. so yea, thats one.. i cooked bibingka today too! i dont really like it, just because it's not rice or glutinous rice.. i need texture in my food.. i cant eat food that's just purely made out of powders and liquids.. i like biting thats why.. i like chewing.. overall that bibingka didnt turn out that bad considering it's my first time.. but it's not my best.. so i gotta try once more.. it's not as good as my biko :P im proud of my biko yeye!! food makes me happy :] when im hungry im grumpy. it's the worst situation i can be in :[ oh but i hate hate spicy food.. i dont eat it.. never will especially with rice.. i dont like curry too.. the smell is so bantot!! k let's talk about more sensible things.. like the book im reading, it's getting interesting.. the husband wont let his wife make her come back to her career in photography.. he thinks it's the slackest jobs on earth anyway, which i somehow i agree on.. personally, i think in photography it's either u have it or u dont.. sadly, i dont have that talent unless im taking my own and plus i can edit too, i can add butterflies and such ;D anyone wanna hire me? :] lol as if someone would pay me for my pictures.. sometimes i dont really make sense but it still cracks me up even though im all alone nd im just laughing in my head just because im the only one who gets my own joke.. can u say loser.. meannie. ok maybe sometimes but a cute one.. omygod james blunt is playing in the bg. i dont like his voice.. it's so lazy. it's like in a slow motion.. it's like saying come on be l-a-z-y l-a-z-y o-h l-a-z-y l-a-z-y.. I DONT KNOW. it's already 2 49 in the morning forgive me. k i have to play the next song. he's irritating. so dramatic. kk usher's on ;D i should put some pictures here soon :D i should have a link to my multiply page too.. yupyup! i wonder whats up for tomorrow.. i really hope i can sleep for 10 hours tonight.. today i woke up at 10 o_o just because.. k i wont mention it anymore LOL.

im glad we're in good terms whiteboy. now get ur ass back to the computer im sleepy.

imma read some more of the book i mentioned earlier~
have a good day everyone~.~

ps. im thinking twice on keeping this blog. i might transfer to xanga just because i can add people lol it will be a good replacement for facebook and friendster, but this is more intimate. wenkk ;P