so today, i finally got to see R again! Although our work shifts just overlapped for an hour, it's enough to keep me going for another 3 days. We work together on Wednesday & Saturday, woohoo!!

can i just say that i'm the most paranoid girl ever? Earlier, I clearly saw him twice already: first was when he was outside assisting a customer carry this thingy to his car and second, he was fixing the paper towels on sale at the front of the store. MAN, i couldn't say hi.

WHY?

Good question. I'm really paranoid that he'll think I like him, which is obviously the case. I'm not shy around other people whom I don't like. Most of the time, I approach them say wassup, but man, I can't do that with my crushes. I don't want him to think I like him and worse, that I'm trying to get his attention. That's just too low.


BTW, I also don't talk to people that look boring. It just gets so effin' boring so fast so I just choose to not talk to them. I like people who are equally hyper like me. You know? So when I'm tired talking, they can talk.

Anyway, I'll end it here. Got 2 exams coming up. Still not motivated enough to get my lecture notes.

And it's so hot like holy cow!! I feel like I'm breathing in the air I just exhaled. Gross.

I just wanna thank R for approaching me today even though you were teasing me. I hope you don't perceive me as a snob. I just don't wanna be seen as a flirt, you know? You looked cute today. I just wish I can smell you. Good smell turns me on. Also, funny guys.. like you. <3

I hope I can slow down time next time we're together.

PS. readers, I'm really considering getting contact lenses. I feel like my glasses are absorbing heat or something, that makes me feel even hotter than it already is. Hopefully, I can find a good deal on that & also, maybe my parents' insurance can pay for some of the cost.

PPS. I really hope R likes me too. I feel like he does. But maybe that's just me. UGH, i think too much, i hate it!! I don't even know if he's single. OK ENOUGH!