OKAY, so i've been disgustingly obsessed with this guy at work. *obviously, cuz I'm here to make it official* I think it's pretty obvious for those people whom I've told about him. It's ridiculous because I feel like a pre-teen having experiencing a puppy effin' love. R-I-D-I-C-U-L-O-U-S.

Can you please get out of my mind? Let me finish my work. Let me get through a day without imagining you and me happy together. Let me listen to a song without thinking of you. I want you to get out of my head! I'm serious, damnit.

Why does a conversation make me crazy like this! I think God is prolly laughing at me because I'm so pathetic. And you too, my reader.

For the love of God, ____, please stop. :( =)!!!skjflsfj

There's a tiny voice inside my heart that's hoping that you're thinking of me too. Once is enough as long as you were feeling how I feel every friggen day. I hope you're not tired, because you been running in my head for dayzzzz boy!

Why am I attracted to him? Let's see.
1) Firstly, he's tall. I like tall guys. It shows he can protect me. I don't know, tallness is a sexy feature for me.
2) When he stares, I effin' melt. Why you starin at me boy?!! Danggg.
3) He's funny, hmm, I actually don't remember why I think he's funny. I don't remember why I giggled during our conversation. Maybe I'm just plain crazy. I was lost in his eyes yo.
4) He wants attention and I gladly give it to him. He kept on calling me out whenever I left him to do some returns at work. He was asking how to arrange stuff on the shelf; he asked if this particular shampoo is good. He told me he wants to grow his hair because right now he's kalbo. Then he got this loofa thing that had a stick on it so you can reach your back during shower and he rubbed that on my back when I left him!!!! OMG, like boyyy, why don't you ask me out during break. ;) LOL wut?
5) I guess, I like him because I see that he's interested in me a bit; or that because he's a flirt. [yikes]. He's the first who wanted my attention, who wanted to make me laugh and he's filipino so that's a plus.

This will be my last post about him. Promise! Well, I'll try. Can't wait to see your lovely face in two weeks. I kinda like it that we don't often see each other becaue that way there's time for us to miss each other's company :) Thank you for inspiring me and making me happy though I know you don't know that. Please don't make me fall for you. Not ready to get hurt. I just wanna enjoy this while it lasts and for that I thank God for letting our paths cross.