lol i just realized i wrote disappointment on my last entry, how dumb is that? x_X anyways, i still have no school. now im rethinking what i really want to do with my life. yes i said psych before, but i checked out psychology grads and they dont make good money. so i dont like it. so then i checked psychiatry. but on a second thought, i wont really be as comfortable dealing with the mentally ill. so i finally checked out pharmacy and the money is good! very good. i just have to complete bio, chem, physics and calculus first and then i can apply. but what if i dont get in. thats whats holding me back. it would really be a risk. and i hate math, so how will i survive calculus.. dear god.