k so i decided i should updated this to seem like im spending my time worthwhile! k so i think 2008 ended up great, no huge dramas or anything. it was really fun actually since andrea came over for a week from chicago. it was really fun and of course it was extra fun hanging with the boys too. i love it when those two are over and they just ride whatever us girls are doing even though they see it lame! tyler, my bff, is always open with our ideas and he always tries to do whatever i say so he's good. but on the other hand, paul is a bit of a complainer, which i guess the reason why we always argue on small things. he comments on everything i do, gosh. i hate it! so opposite of my bff <3 anyways, so throughout andrea's stay i think we were out most of the time, getting groceries, eating sushi which she ended up getting addicted to and having people over. though the christmas party wasnt as great as i was expectin, its alright who cares. some people complain how far i live but u know it's once a freakin year. can't even make time for me and other people even lied on their reasons why they didnt make it, which kinda disappointed me. oh well.

im sick of staying home :( imagine if i have been working all this time, i wouldve made moneyyy, so much money so i can shop harder ^_^ seriously though, i think it's okay to splurge on myself this time. ive been spending on family stuff more than ive spent on myself. gah, whatever money's gone :( i wanna go to school now and do the exams so i can have the second half of my osap money! wooo!! but seriously, i wanna go back to school! yes yes, i love school, i want school, i dream about schooooool!!! ..not but i wanna go back to lectures, tutorials! i love it even though the travel time's a bit pain in the butt! haha :P

k i got distracted for like 10 mins, so where was i? yes school, i miss york :( i know i might move to u of t so i can be with my sis, but ive made some friends already at york so not sure yet. it'd be really convenient if i can get a drive to school thats why im considering moving to u of t. orrr i should take my g1 now then g2 then get my own car.. so easy!! NOT. i dont wanna pay 600 bucks on top of car expenses just for the parking.. so i just hitch my sis and i can just relax throuugh the ride right :D

oh speaking of my sis, she got me 5 fishies since i bought an aquarium on the day when andrea left but havent had the chance to get the fish since i have to let the filter work for 5 days alone, no fishies allowed yet. so yeah!! unfortunately, 2 of the died, their tails got sucked in the filter thing, soo stupid! so i turned the filter off but now the water looks nasty and icky =/ u know shit everywhere.. i should get a janitor fish. so i wont even have to have the filter on every single day.

what else! oh ohh so ive been complaining how i havent been out shopping in a looonnngg time. i figure i should just make my shopping day as a reward ONLY IF i finish all my homework. yes my essays from york. gah, havent touched them. no i lied, ive read half of the capitalism book :D k so on my shopping list: tall flat boots (grey/brown/black), a nice coat and hopefully contact lenses. yes contact lenses because ive been wanting to try it for the longest time and besides i think im breaking out on my cheek area because i always wipe the area where my glasses lie with my fingers. and it's not really sanitary. plus plus, i dont like the marks on the bridge of my nose whenever i take my glasses off :( soo, i will try to get some contacts :) yay! hopefully this materializes. sometimes i just say it but i eventually forget it and then whine again about it!! sighh.

k so for this summer, i plan to really work work work hard hard hard. literally 24/7. because i realized when i get so frustrated with school i tend to vent off through shopping ^_^ like when girls are depressed they eat a heavy doze of chocolate o_O; yeah! that sooo yes indeed shopping therapy during school :) i really cant wait for my bff to join the university fun, university experience! it's so different from high school in a sense that you really have a control over your time! youre more free than high school since u just spend 15-18 hrs in school im not sure, but yeah def less than hs hours! ya ya! he can just come over my school whenever he's bored or just when he misses me!! nyaknyaknyak. it'd be funnnn!!

speaking of bff, we decided to play some songs namely misery business, our truth, born for this, call me when youre sober and other songs which i cant remember right now. but it's mainly paramore :) im soo excited since ive never sang with a band before!! ahh, and the sounds of drums make me jump and just start head banging! haha, imagine :P bff will be on drums, sis on the guitar, paul on bass and then i on vocals! ahh <333

k i think ive covered everythangg,
til the next post :)