it's been awhile since i updated. i've been lazy and 'busy', seriously. i've been doing this collage for my family composed of our pictures since the beginning. right now my ass just hurts so much from sitting down and my back too, so im taking a break. i just wanna finish this thing, i wanna finish it on friday, it's already thursday v_v idk if i'll meet my goal. gah, i dont even have to do this. why am i torturing myself? ._. ive been doing it 24/7, i even stay up late till 3 to 4ish just doing this. im not doing it because my mom obligated me to do it, but i know i wont have any other time in my life than right now to do this. when my mom laminated them, theyre so beautiful! ahh~ so proud of myself. thats another reason btw, because i like how it turns out after a major effort of putting things together. thats the only thing thats been keeping me busy, i started monday. ive been neglecting the internet purposely, i just dont wanna talk to people really. no offense to those whom i regularly talk to. i like my me-time. if i dont finish this shit on friday, im done. i wont continue doing it. im sick of it! no one's even offering me some help, to think that my birthday's coming up. ive been feeling miserable! ah. on the brighter side of life, my sister is getting me hair extensions on my bday! im so excited!~ woo, no more short hair. i hate it. it takes so long to grow back, i miss my hurrs :< cant even curl it properly since it's soo short. fcuk, i hate my hair. im so sad right now, i need to go shopping, do my brows and paint my nails. my life is so boring, dull, bland. whatever you wanna call it. i need happy people.