so im here, sucking my lollipop.. no pun intended! its a lemon flavoured lollipop.. i think when it comes to candies, i always choose lemon or orange... since it's a safe choice.. rather than chocolate or cherry. ew, i hate cherry! i was gonn eat dinner, but then i was able to tame it down to a lollipop.. im not even hungry! i just like having something in my mouth to play around with.. (again, no pun) i like sweets! of course, ive been eating the chocolates from halloween~ i love it when i just whatever i want. im not really picky with food.. hm actually i am.. i dont like bittermelon, okra, spicy food, curry and i dont like cheese whiz or cream cheese.. it's too cheezy? yea it makes me sick. i cant have it with bread. i like peanut buttter though :D i love it! i cant believe some people are allergic to it. guyy, u dont know what youre missing! lol as if im talking to someone here.

anyway, so last night i discovered this guy from yt, his name's gabe bondoc.. his songs are awesomeness~ so sweet and real! sigh~ right bessy? he's my idol. it's like he's so chill you know.. hayy~ im a fan! im proud of him, he's filipino ;D gawd, yt is full of filipinos, in makeup videos, funny videos -happyslip- and then singers! yaya! proud of 'em! brap brap~ btw, my fave song is waiting by gb! i wanna have his autograph! maybe he'd want mine too.. no?

second lollipop already! ahh so good~ my dad just got home it's already 1 am, sigh, my parents have been working so hard, too hard than one can imagine.. i feel bad sometimes because i couldnt even give them the same amount of love and service that theyve been giving to us 3.. my dad is prolly the one who's more drained since we came to canada, since he's not working in an office environment.. he does electrical and maintenance work of hotels.. he's not getting any younger, mind you.. my dad always mentions that our migration here from my beloved philly would benefit us, their children.. we wouldnt undergo the same factorial jobs, or hands-on job regardless of diplomas earned.. so sad~ thats why us 3 are pressured to excel.. thats all we can do to pay back our papa and mama <3

i think im lollipop high, if there's such thing. k so today, i told my boyfriend, tyler, that i should be spending my time off school wiser. like getting my driver's license, working or volunteering.. yenno. im afraid my lollipop will be gone soon.. when it's done, i'd have to end this blog.. k it's gone. it's boring now.. sighh..

anyway, i should probably say my goodbyes. my plan tomorrow is: to start planning? lol naw.. i shall be doing my social science essay! exciting, really. k so that means, i should prolly stay away from the laptop.. can i? we'll see. but u prolly wont know because i wont purposely update this, to show that i stuck with my words. gawd, i like kidding myself. it's funny.

have a great day everyone!
ciao~

ps. how many days til christmas?! we should do a countdown. it's that season to be jolly, tra la la~