sometimes it's better to be passive, than to be curious.
how come whenever i am curious, i always find something that hurts me.
you knew from the very beginning that thats my weakness.
why do you like triggering what hurts me the most.
if you knew urself that u liked her better, why did we even go on?
since ive been with you, i became my worst critique.
i always look for things that those girls would have that i dont.
i became self-conscious and harsh to my own self.
you made me a person who's always intimidated with others.
you made me hate myself.

most of the time, i wonder what if i never met you?
would things be better?
would i be able to love myself for who i am?

if yes, i am willing to die now and start a new life without your scars on me.