AHHH, lovers I haven't updated you in a long time!!
Basically, I have another special someone in my life right now~ He's really nice and he notices every single thing about me.
He asks me if I cut my hair..
He asks me about my allergy on my neck when I had an allergic reaction b/c of drinking vodka.. he asked me if someone bit me..
He notices my lovely earrings..
Plus, he's from UofT St. George and graduating this year.
He seems so perfect, right?
We like to flirt around the store while working (no one notices hopefully!)He puts his arms around me!! Holds my hand to give me a candy for me to eat when I'm hungryy.. and he winks at me.. how cute is this guy? let's call him 'D'
But then just yesterday, I was really stressed with work b/c I only had a 4 hour shift and I had to clean 2 departments T.T
So then, I was totally putting down his flirting signals. When I didn't say bye as I leave, he was like ' you won't even say bye?! that's rude, charmaine!!'
I replied "I'm just really tired.. Bye :) "
I was happy that it was important for him that I say bye, but at the same time, I'm hitting my head right now cuz why did I have to show him that I'm a snob. Ugh!!
Through my FB stalking, I know that his bday is coming up-- March 19th.
Aww :D
That's all for now <33
Monday, March 14, 2011
Sunday, February 13, 2011
Long time no rant! Sorry, I've been abandoning this blog because my thoughts go straight to twitter now. I like updating it better because it's short and sweet. There's no infinite space to elaborate myself, which means it's not much of a distraction for me from studying.
BUT! Right now, I'm giving myself 15 minutes to update and say watevs that I really don't have enough space to rant about in twitter.
So I like this guy from work. Not R, but someone else.
Unlike R, this guy is actually my age! Well, he's a year older and he goes to UofT St. George. He's Asian too!!
I like him because he's simple and friendly. I noticed that I don't get as tensed as I do with R when we talk. I like him because he's in school and in a good school for that matter.
We're not that close. We're just starting to make small talks. I like it that way.
The truth is, my infatuation to R has faded I must say. I guess, I really just liked him just because. You know? Like he's tall and mysterious.
But, D is way better. I'd describe him as charming. I tease him about his best friend at work. My other co-worker got him the job, so just to tease and maybe make papansin, I tease him with her; though I know for sure they're just friends. They've known each other since high school. I don't think I should be suspicious.
Maybe I should stop teasing hehe!
I just want to get to know him better. Because I was stalking him in facebook, I found out that we even went to the same college at St. George!! What a co-incidence! ha ha ;)
I wanna know what he's taking.. if he's graduating already.. you know.
When he first approached me on Saturday, I noticed that his eyes are nice. His eyes have big irises. He's so cute!! ^__^ I also noticed that he has a piercing on his left ear.
He looks very clean. He's the neat type kind of guy. I wonder why he doesn't have a girlfriend.
In comparison to R, he's more interesting. I feel like R is still in that age where he just wants to drink and get high, you know. Whereas D, I feel like he is already on his way at slowly getting to where he wants to be in life.
I like him because he approaches me. I feel like I don't have to be scared, intimidated or nervous when talking to him.
Damn, I'm imagining right now.. his eyes are nice =D
I have 2 mins left to wrap this up. Hopefully, everyone who reads this are just as kilig as I am.
God is good! I always find myself missing the bus in the morning for my 9 am class, but somehow I still get there on time.
Although I feel kind of burdened right now because of conflicting needs-- work (money) and school, I'm thankful that I'm still up and I haven't neglected one of those. I feel blessed that my work place is now giving me more hours.
I pray for strength, especially this week-- I have 3 midterms in a span of 2 days!!
Pray for me please!
Anywho, that's about it! Thanks for reading! Sorry for any grammatical errors. I won't even proofread. No time!!
Bye <3
BUT! Right now, I'm giving myself 15 minutes to update and say watevs that I really don't have enough space to rant about in twitter.
So I like this guy from work. Not R, but someone else.
Unlike R, this guy is actually my age! Well, he's a year older and he goes to UofT St. George. He's Asian too!!
I like him because he's simple and friendly. I noticed that I don't get as tensed as I do with R when we talk. I like him because he's in school and in a good school for that matter.
We're not that close. We're just starting to make small talks. I like it that way.
The truth is, my infatuation to R has faded I must say. I guess, I really just liked him just because. You know? Like he's tall and mysterious.
But, D is way better. I'd describe him as charming. I tease him about his best friend at work. My other co-worker got him the job, so just to tease and maybe make papansin, I tease him with her; though I know for sure they're just friends. They've known each other since high school. I don't think I should be suspicious.
Maybe I should stop teasing hehe!
I just want to get to know him better. Because I was stalking him in facebook, I found out that we even went to the same college at St. George!! What a co-incidence! ha ha ;)
I wanna know what he's taking.. if he's graduating already.. you know.
When he first approached me on Saturday, I noticed that his eyes are nice. His eyes have big irises. He's so cute!! ^__^ I also noticed that he has a piercing on his left ear.
He looks very clean. He's the neat type kind of guy. I wonder why he doesn't have a girlfriend.
In comparison to R, he's more interesting. I feel like R is still in that age where he just wants to drink and get high, you know. Whereas D, I feel like he is already on his way at slowly getting to where he wants to be in life.
I like him because he approaches me. I feel like I don't have to be scared, intimidated or nervous when talking to him.
Damn, I'm imagining right now.. his eyes are nice =D
I have 2 mins left to wrap this up. Hopefully, everyone who reads this are just as kilig as I am.
God is good! I always find myself missing the bus in the morning for my 9 am class, but somehow I still get there on time.
Although I feel kind of burdened right now because of conflicting needs-- work (money) and school, I'm thankful that I'm still up and I haven't neglected one of those. I feel blessed that my work place is now giving me more hours.
I pray for strength, especially this week-- I have 3 midterms in a span of 2 days!!
Pray for me please!
Anywho, that's about it! Thanks for reading! Sorry for any grammatical errors. I won't even proofread. No time!!
Bye <3
Monday, January 17, 2011
Why do I always come across something that I've intended to forget years ago? See, I'm someone who believes in signs. I really believe in signs. I've taken this thought out of my mind years ago, but it keeps on recurring time and time again.
Today, I received an email from my dream medical school that I inquired about months ago.
Why is life so confusing lol
Today, I received an email from my dream medical school that I inquired about months ago.
Why is life so confusing lol
Thursday, December 2, 2010
There are so many things that I am very happy about and thankful for right now:
1- Classes are finally over.
2- More work hours since I don't have to book off days.
3- My birthday is coming up. 3 more days as you read this.
4- Interesting twists are going on in my heart matters.
5- Found my HG anti-oily-face-when-you're-doing errands power & it's disgustingly cheap.It's the NYC translucent loose power. I have too much love for youu!
For the first time, I only have 2 final exams for this term. The other 3, I had the final test during the last day of classes. Not complaining at all!
So anywho, I've been searching for "How-to-know-if-a-guy-likes-you" sorta questions because I know, well more like I want, R to like me LOL! I wanna emphasize his ways though they're not necessarily 'meaningful' aka a sign to show me he likes me.
Actually, it's just tonight again that I started to like him again this much lol. I've been putting him in a very deep dark place in my head-- so far that I won't be able to access him, entertain thoughts about him. In short, I don't wanna like him anymore.
Why? Because he's waaay too different for me. It doesn't feel right lol! Besides, since we just see each other at work, there isn't really any consistency in that. Last week, I wasn't able to see him in one week. I booked days off so it was kinda my fault.
Anyway, so the other day and yesterday, we worked together. Somehow I wanted to give this snobby aura and so I did. Whenever I knew he was passing by, I'd intentionally look straight without even looking at him. SO yeah, for two days now I've been kind of cold to him. I don't really know why I just know that I don't wanna be my giggly self around him just as how i am with others. Again, this is because I don't want him to think I like him. I also purposely approach other co-workers whenever he's passing by to explicitly tell myself 'don't look at him, guurl'
In those two days, I was able to show that I wasn't nice and that I wasn't feeling him. I think I got this tactic when once I did the same thing--ignoring him, no eye contact whatsoever-- because i had a tummy ache. before that shift ended, which was like 2 months ago, he asked me "feeling better?" so i was total kilig as you imagined. of course i got kilig because it means he cares, even just a little.
So today, I guess he noticed me being snobby and not my usual giggly self. So when I passed by, he asked me "how come you don't got that smile today?" and so I was so shocked and ahhhhh, ksjflsjf
i just wanted to give him a medal for being the cutest boy because he cares for meee.
k maybe a medal is too over-the-top, but boy, i felt that rush of 'R likes me', 'R likes me!!!!' thoughts.
after i heard that, i just gave him a frown. a worse frown than what i was already showing. i did that for consistency lol. if i smiled really fast then he'd know i like him. i'm smarter than that!
Next passing by, he asked "come on charmaine, show me a smile" and sooooo, what to do, what to do!!!!!
I still was an A+ drama actress and stuck to my frown.
Finally when we were about to close the store, he asked me: "are you feeling better now. what's wrong?"
ARE YOU SERIOUSLY ASKING ME THAT MISTER?
LIKE ARE YOU FORREAL?
I just said 'yeah'.
He was like 'what yeah?!' * he actually imitated the way i said 'yeah'
..............
.....
///////
\\\\\\\
I had to do some errands so i just smiled at him and stared at him real hard.
As usual, he gave me a bigger grin.
thank goodness i didn't actually faint. i was so happy!! i felt like he was so sincere and that thought that he might actually like me is back, again.
i actually didn't wanna blog about this because i feel like i jinx it.
i'm just quite fond of my experience tonight; that is all.
1- Classes are finally over.
2- More work hours since I don't have to book off days.
3- My birthday is coming up. 3 more days as you read this.
4- Interesting twists are going on in my heart matters.
5- Found my HG anti-oily-face-when-you're-doing errands power & it's disgustingly cheap.It's the NYC translucent loose power. I have too much love for youu!
For the first time, I only have 2 final exams for this term. The other 3, I had the final test during the last day of classes. Not complaining at all!
So anywho, I've been searching for "How-to-know-if-a-guy-likes-you" sorta questions because I know, well more like I want, R to like me LOL! I wanna emphasize his ways though they're not necessarily 'meaningful' aka a sign to show me he likes me.
Actually, it's just tonight again that I started to like him again this much lol. I've been putting him in a very deep dark place in my head-- so far that I won't be able to access him, entertain thoughts about him. In short, I don't wanna like him anymore.
Why? Because he's waaay too different for me. It doesn't feel right lol! Besides, since we just see each other at work, there isn't really any consistency in that. Last week, I wasn't able to see him in one week. I booked days off so it was kinda my fault.
Anyway, so the other day and yesterday, we worked together. Somehow I wanted to give this snobby aura and so I did. Whenever I knew he was passing by, I'd intentionally look straight without even looking at him. SO yeah, for two days now I've been kind of cold to him. I don't really know why I just know that I don't wanna be my giggly self around him just as how i am with others. Again, this is because I don't want him to think I like him. I also purposely approach other co-workers whenever he's passing by to explicitly tell myself 'don't look at him, guurl'
In those two days, I was able to show that I wasn't nice and that I wasn't feeling him. I think I got this tactic when once I did the same thing--ignoring him, no eye contact whatsoever-- because i had a tummy ache. before that shift ended, which was like 2 months ago, he asked me "feeling better?" so i was total kilig as you imagined. of course i got kilig because it means he cares, even just a little.
So today, I guess he noticed me being snobby and not my usual giggly self. So when I passed by, he asked me "how come you don't got that smile today?" and so I was so shocked and ahhhhh, ksjflsjf
i just wanted to give him a medal for being the cutest boy because he cares for meee.
k maybe a medal is too over-the-top, but boy, i felt that rush of 'R likes me', 'R likes me!!!!' thoughts.
after i heard that, i just gave him a frown. a worse frown than what i was already showing. i did that for consistency lol. if i smiled really fast then he'd know i like him. i'm smarter than that!
Next passing by, he asked "come on charmaine, show me a smile" and sooooo, what to do, what to do!!!!!
I still was an A+ drama actress and stuck to my frown.
Finally when we were about to close the store, he asked me: "are you feeling better now. what's wrong?"
ARE YOU SERIOUSLY ASKING ME THAT MISTER?
LIKE ARE YOU FORREAL?
I just said 'yeah'.
He was like 'what yeah?!' * he actually imitated the way i said 'yeah'
..............
.....
///////
\\\\\\\
I had to do some errands so i just smiled at him and stared at him real hard.
As usual, he gave me a bigger grin.
thank goodness i didn't actually faint. i was so happy!! i felt like he was so sincere and that thought that he might actually like me is back, again.
i actually didn't wanna blog about this because i feel like i jinx it.
i'm just quite fond of my experience tonight; that is all.
Saturday, November 20, 2010
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Being single, I have those times when I just really wish to be in a relationship. Yup.
(Insert all the sweet things a boy could do)
(Insert all the sweet things you could do with a boy)
It's natural; it's human nature, especially when you've been in a relationship before.
However, I'm slowly realizing that just even talking to a guy, I already act possessive. I have expectations eg. Reply to our FB thread within 30 minutes from the time I replied!
.. what happens when he doesn't? You don't feel good.
The point is why do people want to expose their vulnerable side through being around the opposite sex.
Why am I longing for something that will make me weak and crazy? Tanga.
(Insert all the sweet things a boy could do)
(Insert all the sweet things you could do with a boy)
It's natural; it's human nature, especially when you've been in a relationship before.
However, I'm slowly realizing that just even talking to a guy, I already act possessive. I have expectations eg. Reply to our FB thread within 30 minutes from the time I replied!
.. what happens when he doesn't? You don't feel good.
The point is why do people want to expose their vulnerable side through being around the opposite sex.
Why am I longing for something that will make me weak and crazy? Tanga.
Saturday, November 13, 2010
Just like what the photo looks like-- I'm drained. Though I had a 14-hour sleep last night after pulling an all-nighter on Thursday, I still feel extremely tired. Work was okay. I've been coming in late for my shift and I swear it's really the bus transit's fault. Whenever I don't start my shift right, I just feel blahhhh the rest of the shift.
Won't be seeing R for the whole week next week, boo.
Today at work, my co-worker was talking to me and I think he likes me, but again, he's so young. It's disgusting! lmfao! No honestly though, he's really young. Anywho, he was talking to me for a good 10 minutes already. The supervisor pages him to call her. She asks where he was then he said he's doing a clean up at my department. Then the supervisor, no you're not. let me tell you what you're doing. you're sitting on a trolly and talking to charmaine. LOL!! busted XD
Turns out there was a camera right infront of us lol! that scared the life out of me.
That's the highlight of my day.
Can I just say that I really like good smelling people. too bad R don't smell anything special, but he don't got odour lol!
P.S.: I'm slowly realizing that I shouldn't fantasize about R anymore. We can't even maintain a whole conversation, you know? I lose my spontaneousness when I'm with him. Maybe he's just really shy and quiet? But I still love it when I look at him and he's always already looking at me. When I smile, he always smiles back. He already laughs because I laugh at my own joke in my head even before I tell him. He still makes me kilig, but it could just be that friends lang talaga kami. Ganun na nga. Pfft.
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